Spinning

My life is full of funny little things at the moment - I have a boyfriend that is 29 and that keeps going out and gambling. For the second time this month I've had to take home and make his mother deal with it - I've been dealing with this for so long and now I'm unsure of what to do. How do I do this - I'm scared that if he does keep doing it then I'm going to be dragged down with him as well. How do you know what to do - how do you know what the right thing to do is.

I bumped into my ex last night - he was with his new flower of a girlfriend... It was strange that I didn't feel anything for him - I'm unsure if he seen me or anything. It was just passing by - no words exchanged or anythingn like that... It had been the first time I've seen him in around 12 months. Strange to be honest.

Work is crap - I feel home sick from my family... and all of a sudden I feel like my worlds a little out of control. Anyway a gambling boyfriend, a witch storming up a few troubles at work - and all I feel like doing is hiding away.